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will I ever be normal?

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I don't feel normal, I never have been normal. What is normal when I look like this? The prominance of my depression stems from deep inside me, I'm a lost soul.
The Scars on my arms tell stories of my fathomless unhapiness. I struggle to fit in, I feel there's no way anyone will accept me. I'm a mess, walking death. I can't smile, I am meaningless to anyone, even myself.
What is normal? Will I be normal?
Don't tell me it's a teenages thing when i know it stems from deep inside me. My parents look at me, what do they see, the big mistake like the atomic bomb. Their son, walking misery, depressing looking, messed up boy.
My illeterate friends tell me I'm messed up and taking things too seriously, that i cut for attention and make them look bad. What do they know, they haven't seen life through my eyes.
I feel my life is slowly ending. it hasn't spawned to be anything but a black hole. What is normal?
Could I be normal and others not? No, that's ridiculous.
What is normal? anon

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You're a really good writer. What you said in that post is very vivid and emotional.

I know what it's like to be depressed, not feeling normal. But you have to tell yourself every day, that no one is normal.

The person you look at as being 'normal' may have something that he or she hides inside, and because you don't see it, you think that they are this perfect person.

I think you have a talent, and if you use it, you may not forget about how bad you feel, but you could sure make the world a better place with what you give it.

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do stuff that takes your mind off yourself. really. no one really matters, so when you give yourself to something, anything, you embrace the fact that we really aren't anything, and then you start to see things from a more realistic view. the people who care about you comprise about 0.000001% of people alive today, same with me, and everyone else answering. so what, just look at the good things in life, even if they're dark and beautiful, and stop thinking about yourself. no one's worth obssesing over themselves.
by doing something, i mean get involved with a thing that gives you a reason to live, so you can go to sleep at night and say, "people need me, i make their lives better, even if it's just to make them smile one time"
Nobody i normal. Therefore, not being normal, makes you normal. Maybe you should get some anti depressants. I really hope you feel better :(
there must be something you enjoy doing or that makes you happy so do it and you may start to feel better.life is what you make it. Life is only depressing if you make it.
please please go see your doctor you are severely depressed you need help