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Who has lost a loved one to suicide?

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I did in August

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I lost my brother to suicide 5 years ago. Its the hardest thing that i have ever had to deal with. We was really close our birthdays were one day apart so its hard to be happy then. Even when we were little in all our pictures of my brother im right behind him. I miss him more and more everyday. I cant help but blame myself fornot seeing any of the signs that were there. What hurts the most he was my big brother i looked up to him all my life and i didnt even get to say goodbye.

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me, it really sucks and i have been in extreme depression for 14 years now
I lost a cousin,who went to a woods & shot himself,also a grandsons step father,after divorsing my stepdaughter,remarried & later shot his new wife&then commited suicide.
I am so sorry. I have never lost anyone to suicide, and I certainly do not know how it feels. Everyone says 'oh its never happened to me but i know what your going through' but they really don't. And I don't, but I have lost someone very close to me. So I almost know what it is like, but my grandfather is the one I lost, and he had a heart attack.
I lost a friend to suicide back in 1994. He shot his self. He was 16 and I was 14. It was very hard to take at that age but I know it would be very hard to take at any age. I'm very sorry for your loss.
i guess since i am older than dirt compared to most of you guys here on answers(46 yrs old) that i have a lot of loved ones commit
the final act. nieces, sister, grand parent, more friends than i can count. the strange thing is i couldn't see it coming, i guess no one really does. it seems to me that these people that i knew had every thing going for them, good jobs, some married with children, homes, and no real issues that couldn't be resolved or talked out. we will never really understand why this happens
but to live and learn from the experience that i wouldn't wish on my worst enemy.